Singing Princess

I’m afraid that death can come at any moment in life. Just the thought of going to sleep and never waking up ever again, scares the crap out of me. I feel so empty and scared that I haven’t lived a full life. I try to live life to its fullest, and not take so many things seriously but Im really trying and its hard. I have to understand that life isn’t going to be easy and things happen and when they do I just need to learn from the good and the bad things that happen and keep them in the past. The past is killing me and I need to just let it go before it takes a hold of my future. I need to live life like its a big playground, kids might get hurt there but they just get back up and keep playing. Just remember, the past is the past and we all need to let go of the bad things that have happened to us and learn from them. As for death, thats still a tricky one because sometimes you come to a realization about how your going to die and how you don’t want to ever die. Sometimes I wish I can be a vampire, lol. Thats not gunna happen. So for now Im going to just live to its fullest and take advantage of the life that Im in now and make it the best it can be.